me and my life

2005-08-11T21:47:00.000-07:00

ah!! initial-d vcd dvd n book come out le!! :D saw the book in cd rama.. itz $21.80 gosh.. got to save up again! haha n i wan the vcd too :P hehe yay yay!

maybe itz juz too perfect... thatz y i keep feeling that it isnt possible.. but then again.. is it juz me assuming all tix.. or isit really happening...? i dunno.. i wish it is true.. i guess i do.. but..... is it juz me..? o well..

2005-08-08T22:17:00.000-07:00

heyhey

im totally uttering down to the bottom of my heart touched....

:)

but thatz all i can say now..

2005-08-05T22:20:00.000-07:00

:) heyhey stayed back todae for briefing for sports carnival on monday.. haha bout half of odac was there.. :) we chose our roles n set up the telematch games to try them out.. haha we got to chose wat we wanted to put as obstacles.. hehe all i can say is that it isnt very 'freindly' hahaha o well we had fun trying out all the gamez n stuff.. being wif odac is alwayz so fun n cheery :D anyway me n cindy will be in charge of bikila on monday.. all of us will be wearing odac tee! haha quite extra.. but cant help it mah haha got to reach skool at 6.45am on monday!! :S think might haf to take 174 myself... tucksin say there'll be bus at 6am.. haha hopefully i'll reach skool on time.. hahaha some pple may say this is sai kang.. but hey! i dun mind as long as the companyz good :D

i realized that he has been at back of my mind ever since last year.. but it didnt really seem significant n i didnt really notice it until now.. but i cant do anything bout it.. hm.. i wonder...........

2005-07-30T22:01:00.000-07:00

agm was yesterday! really cant find a word to describe it.. it was juz great :)

skool ended at 12.30.. but sharon had remedial.. so i went to find aggy while waiting for her to end.. coz the day b4 we decided to make something for our wonderful prez n vice-prez :) sharon dear din sleep the whole night to make the rockwall.. haiyo.. anyway after that me aggy sharon n cindy were sitting in the canteen n thinking about wat other thingz we could do for the two of em.. in the end we came up wif a scrapbook.. it was SUPER last minute.. haha so we were frantically trying to msg everyone to write msgs n getting all the materialz.. the worse thing is everyone was attending the uni talks in lt5.. so onli me n sharon were free to make everything.. went to grandstand to 'hide' haha coz din want waii n LL to noe.. :) so me n sharon completed the rockwall by adding '24th odac' n the metal chains.. haha poor sharon had a hard time getting the chains out.. oso decorated the two scrap books n collected all the msgs to paste them into the book.. lotx of odacianz helped out too :) fui cin n bee helped wif the pebbles.. n liwei TRIED to help wif the chain haha kinfai n gang helped by keeping waii n LL away from the gs.. haha thx everyone :)

after that we rushed to the classroom to complete the video that liwei n xiangjing were making.. so in the end was 20 minz late for dinner :P haha the canteen tables were beautifully decorated wif candlez n menus :) the j1s really did a wonderful job :) they danced for us too! nice! sat at the table wif aggy cin danny boon n shen hui.. had a fun time laughing.. until i couldnt finish my food.. hahaha

after that we walked to LT1.. haha the ambience was juz great!! candles lining the stairz n the all the balloonz.. thx j1z.. :) after that the guyz came to gif the girlz roses.. n we gave them daisys! (k dunno if they are called daisys) anyway thx tuck sin for the flower :) then the programme went on.. was quite touched by all the j2 guyz coz they really put in lotx of effort to perform for us :) thx danny tuck n boon for ur song.. thx LL aiksiang kinfai weirong keqi n alex for ur rather entertaining song cum dance hahaha n danny! the song n presentation u made for us was wonderful! :D couldnt help but cry :P it was juz so touching.. lastly liwei n xiangjing thx for the video :) though u forget bout me aggy n sharon haha but nvm we still appreciate it alot :) everything ended around 11pm.. so late! n mum din wan to fetch me.. so had to take taxi in.. haha but i really really enjoyed myself.. thank you j1z for everything uve done for agm.. all the j2z loved it.. n j2z.. u pple never fail to make my day... i wouldnt trade anything in the world for all the memories i had in odac.. :) odac rox!!

2005-07-28T22:10:00.000-07:00

:) had chem test yest.. n had maths test todae.. haha maths was alright.. but chem... o well all i can say is ive never been so sure i'll fail... haha

k on a happier note.. didnt stay back in skool to study todae.. haha aggy went home to sleep.. n i went out wif sharon jialin shiying shuyi marilyn n jasmine to westmall to sort of celebrate jas's bdae (which is tmr) ate sakae sushi $16.05 so ex!! n i still owe mum money for the hp.. haha but o well.. i had fun :) yupyupz

tmrz agm! cant wait :) haha but i'll haf 12.30 to 6pm free... i really dunno wat to do during that time..... haha o well.. hopefully i'll find some activity to do tmr.. haha cya pple! will update bout agm :) nitex!!

2005-07-22T23:01:00.000-07:00

hihi itx been a long time since ive updated.. haha maybe coz these few weekz not much haf happened bah.. k let me summaries...

as usual studied after skool wif aggy n frenz.. haha apparently ALOT is happening within the j2 odacianz hehehe :D n some j1z i guess.. haha wow.. but i think therez still some left to uncover.. haha wah.. so cheeky... haha nvm.. u prob dun understand wat im toking bout hahaha but think some would understand larh hehe!!

anyway went for dinner wif odacianz todae :) coz had meeting wif the j1 in the afternoon.. haha was fun! hehe though din so much work todae.. but hey! everybody needs a rest sometimez hehe ;) after dinner went back to skool n we juz sat around n toked n played gamez :) wish we can do that more often.. really miss those dayz where we odacianz would go for meeting every fri.. no matter how boring it was we still enjoy it so much coz of each otherz company.. doing silly stuff.. toking bout everything.. laughing for no apparent reason.. n self-entertaining ourselves.. haha cant wait for agm.. though thatz when we'll officially step down.. i juz love 24th odac so much :)

would you let me go if i told you that i like my life the way it is now...?

why are you so nice to me...?

2005-07-12T21:39:00.000-07:00

heyhey :) thx for all ur tagz peepz.. im betetr now... hm.. been staying back to study almost everyday wif aggy n fui.. haha well.. at least im getting more work done den staying at home... haha heard some interesting news too ;) n itz nice to be able to study wif friends.. heex i think i accomplish more when i study in a groups rather than alone :)

anyway.. still got some thingz not sorted out.. but i guess therez nothing i can do if ud rather believe him den me... i juz hope... o well nvm forget it... take care peepz!

2005-07-10T22:00:00.000-07:00

btw pple... do us a flavour okie? stop asking... thanx.. :)

2005-07-09T22:34:00.000-07:00

hihi.. i juz wan to thank someone out there for everything that happened todae..

:) u dont noe how much it really meant to me.. i noe itz hurts u deep down inside... itz hurts me alot too.. but for u to do wat u haf done.. i noe it took a lot of effort n courage... i truely truely thank u for it... u really made me so happy n relief... most importantly.. i thank u for be willing to be my good fren... :) i guess i really am the most fortunate girl on earth to haf known you... n hopefully one day.. we'd be able to go back to how we used to be... thank you..

2005-07-08T21:40:00.000-07:00

hm... so ive finally made the decision... i really dunno if i did the right thing.. right now i really wish tix had all been a dream n that i would wake up to find everything back to normal... but i noe that cant happen.. n i noe i cant go back on my words.. really hope everything would eventually turn out alright.. hope i made a right decision.. n maybe after A levelz.. i'll be able to smile again..

Love is like quicksand in the hand. Leave the fingers open and it stays. Clutch it, and it darts away

im sorry...

2005-07-05T21:43:00.000-07:00

hm.. first day of skool... boring as usual.. haha after skool stayed back to do some work wif agnes fui n cindy.. :) at least i did some homework haha yupyupz.. heez n had some fun too ;)
so many pple sick... sharon wenting n cindy! take care okie...? drink more water n dun sleep too late!! get well soon! :D

confusion... wat shld i do! haix.. i think i shld juz let thingz be n see how it all turns out first bah.. haix haix... y cant i juz come up wif a decision n stick to it... :( that has alwayz been my problem..

why am i so easily touched by people who are nice to me

2005-07-02T21:43:00.000-07:00

hm.. guess thingz hafen exactly been going smoothly... examz homeworkz n even him... i dunno wat happened todae.. dunno y it all happened... guess im slowly starting to lose my patience.. haiz... wat to do.. im afraid which ever way i chose will still make me end up in misery... :( but i dun wan to continue lyk tix... hm.. o well...

2005-06-29T22:04:00.000-07:00

haha happy birthday valerie.. if u ever read tix :D

hm..
would u prefer to be with someone who loves u more than u love him/her? or would u prefer to be with someone whom u love more than he/she loves u...? hm.. juz qusetion...
i use to think id prefer the first one.. but den again.. that might not alwayz be the case yah?

i dunno wat made me write it.. but i think it'll never be given to the person.. unless.. haha nvm..

jay rox!! :D cant wait for my cd vcd n poster hehehe

2005-06-28T23:40:00.000-07:00

hihi!!! nice skin? haha actually i think itz a bit distorted my me.. haha nvm the moviez too ncie :D anyway the song rox! on ur speaker!! kekeke the lyrics on the intro page belongz to tix song :) title is yi lu xiang bei :D cant wait for the cd!!!

initial-d AGAIN!!

2005-06-26T21:58:00.000-07:00

hehe went to scool yest for odac commitee voting.. after that bout half of odac decided to go watch initial d in ps.. haha i wanted to follow larh but they were gonna watch the 4.30pm show.. so i couldnt make it coz i was meeting dear.. haha quite sad but... hehe i had fun too! :)

so went to meet dear... we went to town.. haha coz i wanted to buy a new skirt.. but in the end couldnt find any nice ones so din want to waste money.. haha anyway thatz not the point.. haha hm.. when i met dear he could see that i was quite sad larh... haha juz abit.. but he knew... haha so in the end he brought me to watch initial-d again! haha aiyah.. itz juz too nice... (fine maybe itz juz me...) hehehe :D thx dear... thx!! for making me happy once again.. :) n remember the vcd soundtrack n poster!! hehe :D

initIal d!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-06-24T22:36:00.000-07:00

wah!!!!!!! haha so happy todae!!! y? haha coz....

examz finsh le!!!! after so long!! :D hehe surprisingly i feel that ive done the best for mathz... thatz my worse subject.. so imagine how bad the other two is... :S haha aiyah dun care le.. over le!! 2 more dayz of hoiliday left onli!! so muz enjoy to the fullest!! haha

anyway tiz is more important.. I WATCHED INITIAL-D ALREADY!! omg!! ITZ DAMN COOL!!! ah!!! haha shawn was cute edison was cute but the cutest is JAY!! :D :D hehe aiyah fine.. bias larh haha but considering itz his first time itz quite alrite wat.. haha i think the car action was cool too!! haha juz love it...! hehe but the ending abit... er... abrupt? haha nvm i shall juz keep thinking that there'll be a part 2 ;) hehehe so nice!!! thx dear for bringing me to watch!! hehe i noe u din want to.. haha but it really made me very happy!! :D haha after the movie i realized that my cheekz were achky.. haha den i realized that ive been smiling lyk mad throughout the movie.. haha except for the part where he cried larh.. quite sad... haha think i sound quite dumb.. but cant help it larh :P

tot i could finally haf a nice long sleep... but theres odac at 8.45 tmr............. >_<
haha nvm... miss the odacianz :)

2005-06-17T00:06:00.000-07:00

heyhey! haha finished studying for todae so came online for fun... quite bored so decided to blog... hm.. haha bee juz msged me hahaha aiyah itz okie larh haha u dun haf to make it up haha but den if u wan to i dun mind hehe anyway thx for bothering to wish me happy birthday :)

haha hm.. realized that i get way too distracted while studying at home haha cant get much done.. so decided to go study wif dear tmr :) hopefully i'll get more thingz done... cant believe my examz are 4 dayz away.. great...

haha realized many pple has been approached by modelling agencies recently in orchard haha i met them too.. haha well i wonder if modelz are found that way.. or are they juz playing a joke.. o well.. haha they had name cardz wif addresses and all so... haha anyway back to my game!! cyaz pple!

thank u everyone!!

2005-06-15T23:27:00.000-07:00

hey!! juz want to thx everyone who wished me happy birthday todae :D
these include: jiahui, my maid, soo eng, danny, sharon, rachy, denise(who tried calling me many times.. hehe sorry dear), jezze, shijia, charissa, claire, marilyn, wenjie, sophie, fuifui, tuck sin, cherryn, doris, agnes, deanic, ikhsan, shirting, james and zhiyao haha thx to all of u!! really apericiate it :) n of coz dear n my family :) haha thx for the bag from sharon wenting jialin xueling marilyn shuyi n shiying :) n thx for the shirt n the flowers from dear! haha thx for making my day by delivering the flowers to my hse :)

haha din study todae.. im so dead.. aiyah i tried to do vectors but ended up playing... haha juz realized i haf lyk 5 dayz to my paper... OMG! still so mnay thingz left undone n the worse thing is i tried recalling thingz ive studied n realized i cant remmeber so many thingz!! sometimez i really wonder y i bother studying weeks ahead of my paper... haix... :(

2005-06-12T22:53:00.000-07:00

heyhey got back from atc todae... :) lotx of things happened

had team bonding games n war games on the first day.. remember we were all busy helping games com wif the set up specially filling up the steeple chase hole! took a few hours!! n the sun was so hot that day.. haha many pple had sunburn n it was onli the first day! second day was quite tiring for the j1z.. haha they had mini olympics n circuit.. wow haha itz really quite taxing haha n had solo night at night! :) heard some pple cried haha made us remember last year when itz was us going thru solo night.. was quite scared at that time too.. but im really glad we had that exprience :) third day.. orienteering!! yay! hehe walked from 8am to 4.30pm... imgaine that! haha we were all super tired after that man! but i loved it hehe maybe coz im in orienteering com bah haha n last day.. which is todae.. angelz n mortalz exchanged giftz.. :) took photoz n cried.. haha quite alot... juz couldnt stand it after we started singing.. specially when ll cired.. haha i must say all the seniors haf really put in so much effort for atc.. think on average all of us onli slept for at most 4 hours every night.. in fact some even stayed awake the whole night... hey our effort din go to waste!! i think atc was reallly a great success!!! :D

okie.. think first of all would lyk to thank orienteering com alot.. :) consist of me agnes doris tucksin n danny :) i really enjoyed working wif them on this aspect of atc... had a great time specially during our recce haha n to all who went for orienteering hey u guyz muz be really tired after walking so much! thx for coming along we really appreciate that :)

to my dear angel james n mortal zhi yao.. haha was really very very touched n surprised by how much dey cared n showed their aprreciation for me n all the seniors... thx for ur giftz! love them both.. haha the necklace was really sweet james! n thx for helping me cross the road!! n thz for the message zhiyao :) haha was really surprised that they did so much.. coz last year we din really do much for our angelz n mortalz.. but tiz year i recieved so many encouraging n touching notez from the both of them throughout the camp! was really sweet of u guyz.. :)

to my beloved j2 odacianz.. even now when i think back about our cheering n singing juz now.. my tearz juz cant stop falling haha ive really enjoyed my time in odac very much because of all of u.. i noe we'll still get to meet up n haf fun.. but i guess it juz wouldnt be the same haha but hey! really hope we will meet up often!! coz i'll really miss u pple ALOT.. in fact i already do...

n lastly... to leliang n waiyee... wordz cannot express how much the whole odac appreciate wat the both of haf done for us :) u two are really the best president n vice-president we can ever haf.. u two alwayz put in so much effort n time for odac n i think it have really paid off!! u two rock man.. gonna miss odac alot...

take care everybody n haf a good good rest at home.. really hope to see u pple soon again! thx for everything :)

2005-06-06T22:24:00.000-07:00

anyone interested in hiphop classes? :)

hehe

2005-06-04T22:21:00.000-07:00

hm.. tix is juz to get rid of the unhappy entry down there.. hehe went to make ba zhang at my cousinz house todae..went to help my grandma.. haha but mine looked so small n out of shape compared to grandmaz!! haha nvm.. first time hehe ;) anyway ive alwayz loved my grandmaz ba zhangz hehe they r MUCH nicer than those sold outside :D
anyway miss him quite alot.. but im quite glad ive managed to do some sort of studying... wish all this would be over soon.. so we can finally go out n haf fun! hm... wat to do.. o well my auntie n cousinz from kl are coming tmr! haha quite happy.. but quite sad too.. coz theyll be here from tmr to next sun.. but i'll be hafing lessonz next tues n wed.. n hafing camp from thurs to sun... :( so the onli full day i can spend wif them is monday!! sad rite... really wish midyear was b4 june.. that will make the whole skool much happier... *sigh*

....:(

2005-06-01T21:28:00.000-07:00

hm..think ive been going out too much... onli studied one day ever since holi started....... my goodness!! argh... now my mum is accusing me of finding my family not important coz i m not going for the cruise wif them but i keep going out....... haix.... i guess itz sort of my fault.. but cant she understand abit... haix.... fine i guess it is my fault... watever... guess she'll onli be happy if i stay home to study everyday.. i think im gonna go mad.............................. *-*

recce!!

2005-05-30T23:02:00.000-07:00

hihi! wah my ankle is so damn tired now... oso dunno y juz now walk half way it suddenly started hurting.. o well think it'll be fine tmr :) okie now letz tok bout wat happened todae!! haha
met up wif anges doris waii tucksin n danny in skool.. the six of us are suppose to go recce our orientation route.. haha but den b4 that we discussed n decided to change it to a more competitive game!! yay! haha think it'll be more fun..! but will need a lot more help from the seniorz.. haha so set off around 11.. haha wanted to tell u where we went but then i dun think i shld list out everything here coz who noez.. some j1 odacian may be reading tix haha so cant tell u! but let me say abit.. we walked from 11am to about 7pm.. including 2 bus trips.. had about 14 stationz.. so imagine how much we walked!!! omg!! surprised im still alive n kicking here.. haha at end of it could tell that everyone was really tired.. haha wonder how the j1z will survive.. haha gosh.. tix yearz camp is so much more tiring than last year!! haha so went for dinner wif them at lot 1 after everything... went to eat at the food court n learnt so many new thingz!! haha some old some new hahaha but was really nice hanging out wif all of them todae :D had a really fun time although really tiring.. haha but hey when the company is good itz worth it yah? haha anyway i think toking to waii is so nice haha shld tok to her more often.. not because of wat happened todae k.. hehe juz find tt shez a really nice person to tok to about anything.. even personal stuff :) hey waii take care okie? ur falling sick again!! muz drink lotz of water n get well soon!! muz get ready for atc!! :D haha n to my orienteering grp memberz.. all of u take care too! really nice to haf u guyz in the team hehe see u all on wed!! :D

meeting up

2005-05-23T22:25:00.000-07:00

:) met wif jiaz claire charissa n mingshan todae.. went to charissaz house in the morn to cook something for jiaz since we wanted to celebrate her bdae.. haha went to cold storage to shop first.. had a great time cooking wif them although not everything turned out nice haha jiaz came around 1.45 den we had lunch! haha could tell she was already quite full when she got here since she had a heavy breakfast.. but she still ate everything that we cooked haha so sweet :) everyone hasnt changed much i muz say.. n all of them are still so pretty n sweet :) took some photoz together n charissa helped us print some out b4 we went home :) had great time! n learnt some new stuff too ;) hehe anyway i miss u girlz so much.. hope we'll meet up again soon! maybe go watch initial d! hehehe yay! love u guyz..

back to studying SPA argh..

have you ever wished you were single again

juz thoughtz...

2005-05-22T21:22:00.000-07:00

hihi hm.. tmr gonna go to charissaz house to cele jiaz bdae.. haha looking forward to it coz i hafen seen them for yearz.. but den again.. sometimez juz cant help thinking of wat happened.. i guess its no big deal to everyone else since it happened long ago.. ive never really thot bout it but whenever i do, it still does bother me.. maybe itz juz me since these thingz do happen.. n it may seem lyk a small matter to many pple... but itz these type of thing that affects me alot.. guess itz quite obvious since im still thinkning bout it todae... it has nuthin to do wif my grp of frenz but i juz cant help being a bit wary... i dun wan to.. coz i noe theyll never betray me.. but after wat happened i guess that scar would somehow affect me one way or another... i really shld forget it.. but it juz keeps lingering in a corner of my heart... to tell u the truth if something similar happens again i think it would seriously affect my trust in pple.. however,, if given a chance i would very much want to noe the reason why everythin started in the first place.. i never knew.. n guess would never noe..
hm. but anyhow i still cant wait to meet up wif them tmr :) gonna take lotz of photoz! yay!! :)

happyhappy!

2005-05-22T00:14:00.000-07:00

hehe yay! happy day todae.. letz see.. went out wif dear todae... went to orchard coz we booked the star wars tix at lido.. had to find jiaz a prez coz we're celebrating her bdae on mon :) unfortunately couldnt find anything suitable for her the whole day....... in the end bought something juz when we were about to go home.. haha as usual.. but dun think itz something really special... well at least got something for her :) hope she'll lyk it haha
anyway went to heerenz n saw fiona xie there filming some show.. think itz one of those 'look for pple wif a certain trait' show or something.. yah.. so many pple were crowding around.. after that was suppose to go to lido coz the movie was starting soon but it was raining!! didnt want to get wet so decided to walk around somemore.... after that went over to lido n watched the movie :) there were so many pple dressed up at characterz of star wars in the cinema.. oso dunno y.. prob some contest or something? but it was quite irritating when they started oning their 'light sabrez' during the show...
anyway after the show was about 8.45pm.. so late!! but we hafen eaten so went to cine to eat... saw a suxian, qiuping n a few of their frenz there haha therez where i bought jiaz prez btw haha yupz... after we ate we went to take neoprint! thx dear.. he knew i wanted to take so ate rather quickly since it was already so late n the shop would close anytime.. haha den went to take bus home! haha saw denisez fren there.. surprisingly she remembered me n we smiled at each other.. haha saw pauline too.. on the bus.. anyway thatz my day.. din study.. haix.. juz cant get the mood to study... o well.. there tuition tmr anyway... sadz.. haha nvm
anyway todae is LLLz bdae so HAPPY BIRTHDAY! haha sent him a sms n he replied somehting lame as usual... haha
really need to buy new flatz.. argh.. the one i haf has a sole which would come off any moment....
n thx dear for the wonderful day :) love going out wif u :) okie bye everyone n take care!!

2005-05-17T22:24:00.000-07:00

hihi! hm.. nothing much happened todae... juz blogging coz i happened to come here to add link :) anyway went for dinner wif dear juz now.. b4 that went to watch rugby match at farrer park.. haha went wif cindy n her two classmates maureen n yeehui i think... haha we din really noe how to go... but found out that itz near little india.. so we happily took mrt to little india mrt.. came out n stared at the map.. den was quite happy coz we realized itz quite near by! so..... came out.. but din noe where to go.. in the end took a taxi.. n u noe wat? the woman drove straight n turned left n we saw the field!! took less than 10 secz... n the taxi fare was $2.40... haha nothing to say.... haha anyway had a good time wif the three of them.. haha think they're really nice n friendly pple :D had a great time laughing...... hahaha

anyway rugby lost.... n dearyz REALLY sad.... :(

2005-05-15T15:34:00.000-07:00

:) din haf time to blog yest nite.. so shall blog now! :) juz finshed my gp essay.. finally.. haha itx such a chore... :S
anyway went for a movie yest wif deary!! gosh.. hafen been for a movie for ages... so yest was a nice change to all the skool work... :) had lotz of fun though marina is still under renovation.. but there are still some stuff there to walk around.. :) watched kingdom of heaven.. was a nice show :) enjoyed it.. maybe coz i like tis kinda movies haha coz heard some pple foufn it boring.. but i think itz quite good hehe anyway after that went to long johnz to haf dinner.. haha after dinner was quite late already.. so we walked to the bus stop outside esplanade to wait for a bus.. but dear had to go to the toilet so we went in hehe n den... i saw someone.. two personz infact haha we quite coincidental coz the odac girlz were toking bout them the day b4.. hm.. yupz... te newz made cinx quite excited hahaha wellwell shldnt say too much juz in case hehe ;) anyway had a really nice day yest n itz all thx to deary.... :) *muackz*
think i shld be going to celebrate jiaz bdae next mon wif the rest of a gang since itz a holiday(vesak day) hopefully there wun be any other bdae celebration on that day coz lotz of pplez bdaez are around next week.. including our odac pres... haha
anyway going out for a walk soon.. den hafing dinner out :) k cyaz pple!!
anyway going out for a walk

2005-05-11T22:17:00.000-07:00

woww!! volleyball won finalz todae!! yay!! won nyjc haha went down to toapayoh stadium to support the players wif all the jc1z n oglz.. :D was quite interesting watching the match coz hafen seen one b4.. realized that the game is so fast-moving!! juz sat down awhile n the score was already 3-1! haha anyway atmosphere there was quite nice except for a few unappreciative people :x anyway wat made my day was that i saw charissa lai there!!! ah! hafen seen her for so long!! we were so excited to see each other! haha she hasnt changed much.. still love orange n wearing her orange specz.. haha miss her quite alot.. so was happy to see her! :) really wish we can go out one day :)
hm.. i really shld stop being sure a brat to deary.. when we've been together for so long.. we tend to take each other for granted.. i try to take note of it.. but it juz slips my mind easily.. im sorry.. i alwayz get pissed for nuthin but u still try to tolerate.. hm... think ure the onli one who can stand me.. haha :p thx....

2005-05-10T22:06:00.000-07:00

hihihaha chem org test over le!! finally! haha yupz no mroe test tix week!! although therez suppose to be tca tmr.. but im going to support vollyball finalz tmr!! so wun be going for gp haha think over 800 pple going to support tmr.. all the jc1z n all oglz going.. plus jc2z who want to go.. haha dismissed at 11.30 so will onli miss gp :)had idp todae haha did absailing! for the past few timez i supposingly got a chance to do absailing i alwayz somehow miss the chance.. so todae is actually my first time doing absailing officially.. haha was quite scary at first but after that i realized itz actually quite fun!! haha hm.. outdoor ended quite late.. so after that went homwe wif dear since he oso finished training around that time :)haha yupz so now im home.. not much work to do.. n dun feel lyk doing.. so im online now.. haha wondering if tiz entry would be published coz blogger seem to be hafing so problem now.. hm.. o well nvm..yay! tmr going to support! cindy n ag going too! haha dunno if waii n bee going too... n deary might go coming too haha hopefully it'll be more exciting den going to skool..want to go n watch kingdom of heaven!! hehe myabe i'll go tix weekend? itx been YEARZ... seen ive watched a movie... :) cyaz!

2005-05-08T21:36:00.000-07:00

:) hihi
still studying fot the two test coming tmr n tues... unfortunately nuthin is getting in at the moment... haha juz came back from eating apple strudel near my house.. now parents are out for a movie.. haha hm.. shld be studying now... but im so sick of staring at chem n mathz!! urgh....
haha had a happy fri n sat :) haha took dearyz carribena.. now itz hanging on my bottle.. haha think he noticed larh.. but he din say anything :) hehe
hm.. had dinner wif my cousinx yest.. my 'tang jie' is going to france wif her hubby n 7 months old son in a few weekz time..think dey're going for about 2 to 3 yearz? hm.. haha as usual everytime we go out wif these cousinz of mine.. we'll haf 3 babies to play wif.. the other two are babies of my other cousin my 'tang ge' :) one is 1+ n the other is 7 months. so cute! hm.. yupz.. nuthin to say already... haha but still dun feel lyk studying... haix..........................
dearyz out buying a bed haha he seemz quite happy bout that... haha k im going off now! tix entry is so crappy...

2005-05-05T22:41:00.000-07:00

hihi! hm.. bio spa is over.. but lotx of test coming up.. mathz n chem.. which i hafen started studying for!! haha im so died.. tmr whole day wun haf time to study.. gosh.. :S yah.. toking bout tmr.. apparently oglz can get free tix to talent time n apparently cindy helped me get tix le haha so i guess i'll be going wif cinx n agnes tmr :) n of coz happily cannot study larh.. hm..
had tuition juz now so missed my dolphin show!! but after that deary msged me n told me he watched the show so he can tell me wat happened! :D so nice of him haha yupz.. tot i had more thingz to say todae.. but i seem to haf forgetton wat to say... haha coz was toking on the phone wif cin juz now.. hm.. nvm..
rugby match tmr... hopefully i can watch it... seem to haf alot going on tmr.. hm.. n think deary's quite stressed.. nvm dun worry so much yah? all the best~!! jiayou!! :D

2005-05-03T22:46:00.000-07:00

hiya! there seemz to be something wrong wif my tagboard.. itz toatlly blank!! or isit juz my computer? hm.. wanted to blog to yest but my internet was down... that happens.. haha
anyway todaez tues.. so as usual happily waited from 12.30 to 5.30 for idp to start.. din really do lotz of work todae coz first therez not much hmwk to do (except for gp essay if u count that.. i still hafen done it :S) yup.. all i did was read thru my bio skill a notes.. but after that i realize i still couldnt remember most of it.. haix.. idp was quite fun though haha
after that went for dinner wif dearie! that was quite last minute decision coz when me n sharon went to the 174 busstop it was already 7.15pm!! so late! n dearz training ended early todae... n mum wasnt in to pick me from the busstop.. so we went for dinner :) was nice to spend some time wif him.. anyway realized there was atill hope for the rugby guyz to get into semiz.. so the nyjc match is quite important i guess.. hm.. jiayou dear! i'll go support! hehe :D
yupz.. so thatz about it.. got to go blow dry my hair.. though i dun lyk doing that coz it'll spoil my hair.. but got no choice coz itx quite late now.. hm.. yupz! good nite pple!! :D

2005-05-01T22:34:00.000-07:00

hihi nuthin much happened todae.. quite a boring day haha juz that parents bought ipod mini for my sis! n apparently i seem more interested in using it than her haha so got all my jay songz inside liao!! hehehe yupz.. so.. im off!! hopefully can see dear tmr or something.. den again i better do some work.. two whole dayz w/o doing any work.. haha the more i think bout it the more i dun think i'll accomplish any work tix week.. haha including tmr.. o well.. gd nite!!

2005-04-30T23:55:00.000-07:00

hihi! todaez a happy day!!! :D yay! haha although din do any work.. but really enjoyed myself todae.. :) haha met up wif cinz n agnes tix morn.. had lunch at cine den went over to heerenz haha went there coz cinx got the cleo discount card gifing us 20% discount everywhere in heerenz! nice!! haha cinx bought her specz while agnes n me went round the whole shop trying on almost every type of specz they had.. haha juz trying to entertain ourselvez :) den waii came to meet us n we went to take neoprint!! they turned out really nice although we sort of choose the wrong pic hahaha after that we went to the ground floor to collect the free icecream (wif cleo mag).. n manage to convince agnes to try curling her hair for free (wif cleo mag).. haha later found out that all of us could style our hair for free too! so in the end me cinx n agnes curled our hair n waii had hers styled too! muz say that all of us looked quite nice except maybe cinx looked a little more aunty wif curled hair haha o those of u reading tiz n thinking that the cleo discount n freebies are so tempting.. they are holding it next weekend too! :) o n it also includes free makeup n free cocacola haha
yupz in the end bought 2 new shirtz n prez for my sis (itz her birthday todae) all wif onli $50 haha thatz not too bad rite... :) happy happy
after that met up wif dear n went to long beach for dinner wif my family to celebrate my sis bdae :) thx dear for coming!! hope u enjoyed urself :D haha parentz are thinking of buying a ipod for my sis!! gosh! y cant i haf one! haha o well nvm todaez a happy day :D take care pple! n cyaz
o.. therez tuition tmr! argh..

2005-04-28T22:07:00.000-07:00

yoyo.. quite bored now so came here... cant seem to find anywhere to go on the net nowadays... hafing odac tmr! seems lyk i look forward to odac almost everyweek.. haha oso dunno y.. guess everytime im wif odac pple.. specially wif the odac girlz!! therez juz so much fun!! :D to tell u the truth.. id much prefer hanging out wif the odac girls den my class pple.. haha guess theres juz too much segregation in my class... itz so obvious... specially during assembly in the morn.. wonder y theres alwayz a huge space between the pple in front n the pple behind.. :( o well... the odac girlz are juz so much closer to each other.. thatz y i love odac! yay!! :) wearing odac shirt to skool tmr.. dun need to bring so many thingz to skool tiz way.. yupz!
dear hafing rugby match wif pjc tmr in skool.. think it starts at 5pm.. really hope id be able to catch it.. really wan to watch them play agian! hopefully odac would be hafing activities in the grandstand or something... okie! cyaz pple! :)

2005-04-27T17:26:00.000-07:00

hihi.. was quite angry juz now.. but after some sleep im feeling better already.. hm.. yupz came home early todae.. finally had some afternoon nap n finished up my probability.. haf to do nmr tmr.. so many things to do.. haha yupz decided to come online since for once no siblingz are home to fight for the come wif me...
nuthin much to tok bout now.. maybe i'll come back later :)
btw malaysia DOES haf an army n watever u said wasnt funny at all.. juz tot maybe u shld think bout whoz sitting next to u b4 u say things so loudly... anyway tix isnt meant to make u feel bad.. juz a reminder.. yupz

cyaz pple

2005-04-26T22:22:00.000-07:00

relationship problemz! haha not me larh.. juz that lotz of frenz seem to be going thru some sort of problem now.. think hafing a b/gf meanz alot.. itz not juz getting a person who u can turn to whenever u need to.. not juz hafing a person whom u noe u can depend on when u need to.. not juz hafing a person who loves u n whom u love.. lotz of other thingz are involved too.. somehow when u get a bf.. ur frenz start to think ull wan to spend all ur time wif ur bf.. when thatz not alwayz true... guess dey start to leave u alone wif good intentionz of letting u haf ur time wif him n to avoid being the 'extra' one.. but i dun feel that way... i dun lyk it when my frenz leave me juz coz hez around or sumthing lyk tt.. over the years ive learnt that these thingz happen alot.. n thatz wat comes wif hafing a bf.. i still haf lotz of frenz around me who still go out wif me whenever i can.. guess it makez alot of difference when ur frenz noez both u n ur bf.. :) thatz y i lyk going out wif both my frenz n him! but i think thatz kinda selfish n awkard when deu dunno each other.. o well.. ive learnt to accept that... itz up to me whether i can still spend lotz of time wif my frenz :) i can alwayz ask them out first ;)
another prob ive seen.. when u keep wanting to spend time wif ur guy but he seemz to be putting some other stuff above spending time wif u.. hey i noe thatz soundz so selfish but it happenz :) n i think itz onli right.. specially wif new relationshipz haha it took me some time to stop that mind set.. i noe i shld be more understanding towardz him n remember that he has his own activity frenz n work to do.. but den itz juz so hard to really do it.. it takez time but im sure u can do it :) ive done it
last thing.. when he keepzs saying that ur the most important n ur the one the one he loves the most but ure juz nto convince because he dun seem to be doing anything to show u that he really cares n u r really important to him.. another common problem.. haha think about it.. most guyz r not very good at showing that they care.. even though to a girl small thingz dey do meanz alot if dey actually do it.. haha but most of the time dey over look the importance n dun do it.. haha thatz the case wif him larh... but im starting to understand that too.. that wat is important to u might not be the same to him n vis vesa..
understanding n trust plays a bigbig part in a relationship.. these problemz haf affected me in some way or another in my relationship.. it takez time but they can be overcomed.. even noe.. there are still some thingz that im trying hard to understand n accept.. itz good to talk thingz out.. that usually works :) dun get too depressed over such thingz or watz the meaning of hafing a loving bf n a special relationship? :) cheer up guyz!

how do u noe when ur relationship is lasting due to love.. or overdependence...

2005-04-25T22:31:00.000-07:00

yoz.. got lotz of work to do so i'll make this short... stayed back todae to watch the rugby match.. dearie played so i went.. haha watched wif cindy n her two classmatez :) they're really nice pple.. haha yupz so was quite an interesting match haha happy i went coz got to see dear play :D he played well i muz say.. hehe btw jj won sr..!! 27-5 i think.. haha
after that waited fior dear in the canteen.. cindy n kin fai accompanied me for some time.. den pierce came to join us.. so nice of them :) thx! yupz.. so dearie came den we went to je for dinner.. haha met wenting there too! dear was quite happy bout the game n i felt happy n proud of him too! their next match is on fri.. hafing odac that day so hopefully i'll still get to see the match... really wan to see dear play again! yupz so now im home.. juz finished packing my bio file.. itz exploding.. haha still got to finish org prac 5 n 6.. so yupz im off to do them!! cyaz!! nitex

2005-04-24T21:33:00.000-07:00

hihi.. was wondering if i shld blog todae coz im super tired from the ubin camp.. wanted to blog b4 the camp but blogger was down.. o well...
so.. yupz odac had our selection camp in pulau ubin yest n todae... was quite successful in termz of the timing n all.. :) nice camp.. but we were all so tired after the camp!!! most of us onli had bout 1 -2 hours of sleep... gosh.. thatz y when we had lunch at changi village after the camp a few of us juz went crazy laughing.... dunno y we juz laugh at totally nothing when we become tired... haha couldnt help it larh...
so.. met wif dearie b4 i came home :) nice to see him after what seemed lyk yearz in ubin... he offered to carry my heavy bag n was quite concerned bout the blisterz on my legz.. haha ive got lousy shoez larh.. too bad itz not spoilt so i cant buy a new one :p anyway thx dear!! :D was really very tired juz now.. haha..
so i slept for bout 3 hourz after bathing in the afternoon.. den had to search my whole room for all my bio worksheetz!! considering the state of my room.. i had quite a hard time.. haha but manage to find quite a bit!! :) yay! still a few missing though.. haha
tmr rugbyz hafing the first match of the season.. probably staying to watch since deary shld be playng :) so got to try n finish up my file.. but got to print content page n find divider tmr.. coz really too tired to do todae... haha n though itz still quite early now.. think i'll got n sleep soon.. haha need to replenish my sleep!! hehe cya pple!! tc

2005-04-20T22:44:00.000-07:00

had bio test todae.. haha so full of crap larh.. letz juz wait n see if i can actually pass the test... at least i dun haf to stay up n read bio notes anymore.. yay! haha anyway been a long time since i was able to spend some time wif dear.. yupz so todaez a happy day :) dunno when will be the next time we'll haf time again.. o well.. yupz... so still trying to persuade my parentz to let me go diving.. hopefully can find someone to go wif me... isnt anyone interested at all.. :( o well.. anyone interested tell me okie? :) hehe other than that nothin much really happened...
cant wait to go out wif denise n rach! muz find one day when im free to spend some time wif my two best frenz :) k nitex everyone!

2005-04-18T22:00:00.000-07:00

hihi thx for the tag dear :) anyway juz finished studying transport in plantz.. got tranzport in animalz homeo n osmoeregulation left to study.. (n thatz LOT) bio test on wed....... tmr got to stay in skool till 6.. or maybe later.... im so dead...
argh.. studying is so boring..
anyway.. been feeling so lonely these few dayz.. dunno y oso larh... or maybe i juz hafen been goin out for fun for super long already... so feeling abit down? anyway think i shld try n be abit more understanding.. guess i juz dun lyk to be left alone so often..but itz not his fault anyway.. hm..dun really wan to tok bout tt now.. k think i got to get on wif my bio now.... cyaz

2005-04-16T22:44:00.000-07:00

hihi.. feeling better todae... but really super worn out... had odac todae.. went to skool at 7.50am.. had field cooking then had to go to ubin to ckeck out all the checkpointz again.. went wif wenjie bee weijing sharon waii loy alex n aiksiang.. the rest stayed in skool.. hm.. haha had a fun time cycling away but my butt hurtz n the mosquitoes there are CRAZY!! must remember to bring insect repellent for camp next week man!! haha so now im home.. juz done some of my homework.. hafing tuition tmr at 1oam.. great cant sleep late again... think im gonna be super tired next week... o well.. hm.. wanted to go shopping wif cindy n agnes tmr.. but was thinking i really had too much undone n late homework to do.. pluz tmr is sunday.. a day i usually spend wif my family... so i guess i wun be going :( but i want to go shopping...!! nvm shall go next time... cant help it..

my maid is leaving tmr morn.. think i'll miss her quite a bit.. at least i'll definately miss her cooking... haha hm.. think i'll go n sleep soon... shld rest as much as i can.. this week has really been way to tiring.........

2005-04-15T23:20:00.000-07:00

hm... lotx of thingz happened todae... good n bad stuff.. but mostly bad.... first had spa.. k forget it letz skip that.. i totally gave up on my skill b... bleahz...

den got back our progress report.. thatz bad too.. got coo.. GREAT.. really got to work harder man...

next.. pw resultz.. got a 2.. whole grp got 2 actually.. quite happy bout that..

lastly.. n the worse thing.. had semiz todae.. din get in.. was quite sad coz all of us screwed up spme parts of the dance todae.. but den it juz getz worse when we found out we din get in... tried to stay happy in skool.. din really want pple to keep asking y im sad n ag was already way too sad.. so really tried not to show i was super dissappointed.. was thinking after i saw the reultz.. that it was okie n all.. that i really gained alot thru the process of learning n praticing this dance.. lyk the 4 of us really got alot closer than b4... but then.. i knew it wasnt so easy.. was suppose to go for dinner wif the odac girls.. but in the end went wif deary.. from the moment i saw him i started crying all the way to je... o well.. juz couldnt hold back anymore.. thx for letting me cry n trying so hard to cheer me up todae dear.. i could tell u were doing ur best to keep me from thinking too much bout the dance... :) but i juz had to let it out.. thx.. really felt much better after the dinner.. :)

still feeling abit dissappointed now.. but i really dun regret joining the dance wif my frenz.. really went thru alot of the three of them n we had lotz of happy timez together! thx girlz for the wonderful experience :)

anyway my parentz 20th anniversary todae :) happy anniversary!!

2005-04-14T07:03:00.000-07:00

hihihi.. suppose to be studying spa now... haix.. but so sick of it.. given up on my skill b long ago.. so juz trying to remember the skill d thingz... hm.. trying to not to stress myself too much bout spa.. coz anyway we already had two assessments.. this is an extra one :) hopefully can accomplish something tmr..

had dance prac todae... tmr semiz!! hm.. really hope we can get thru to finalz..! mush rememebr to SMILE!! haha aiyah tt day nervous mah.. so tmr muz do better!! argh! *stress* widh me luck!

anyway.. deariez been asking me to go diving wif him in june.. did i mention thiz in my last entry? o well.. nvm.. i still cant find anyone to go wif me.. howhowhow... :(

i ought to start revision instead of juz doing homework.. toking bout homework... i got LOTZ to catch up on tix weekend.. n the worse thing is whole sat would be spend doing odac stuff... go skool in the morn for field cooking den still got to travel all the way to ubin........ :( o no.. im starting to get stressed... argh.. stop it! or i wun be able to do anything! starting to worry bout my work.... im sad!! :(

2005-04-12T06:15:00.000-07:00

hihihihi.. yay! donated blood in skool todae :) was quite worried at first coz im scared of needles.. :s haha but really glad i went for it in the end :) so happy n proud of myself haha hopefully my blood can help to save someone... :) think i'll donate again the next time i haf a chance hehe

anyway waited 5 whole hours for idp to start todae.... ended up doing homework at the benches outside lt3 wif sharon n clarice... gosh... imagine waiting 5 hours after skool juz for a short 15minz briefing.. great... n mr ang actually asked if we wanted to make it ealier coz he planned to make some sessionz 2 hours!! (from 5.30 to 7.30pm) but thiz guy happily told him "y dun we juz stuck to this time" great........ thx man.. guess i'll haf to wait 5 hours for idp every tuesday for the rest of term 2... *sigh* wat to do...

2005-04-11T00:32:00.000-07:00

hiiiii in cr5 now... mr kong sent us here n he himself isnt here.. o well as if it makes any difference whether he comes... we still wouldnt learn anything from his lessons... bleah... letz not tok bout him..

anwyay... trying to use this time to finsh up my bio prac... skill a.. :S anway therez pc todae... hope it wun be long coz id ratehr go home... wondering when i shld put my mathz tuition tiz week... wanted it tmr since i dismiss at 12.30.. but realized that i'll be hafing idp at 5.30!!! i got to wait 5 hrz for idp to start!! gosh!! wat im i suppose to do in skool man...!! haix... cant dey juz put it earlier... :( anyway tuition is suppose to be on thurz... but we'll be hafing dance practice tix week.. so gotto change the day again... how.. still wodnering when i shld put it.. haix... sun again? can larh.. since i onli need to finsh next assignment by mon... hm.. we'll see...

wanted to go watch xcounrty natz thiz wed wif denise... btu realized we'll be hafing dance prac on that day too... hm.. o well... got to get into finalz!! :) hopefully we'll get in.. k muz continue doing my bio prac now.. cyaz!! tc

2005-04-10T06:41:00.000-07:00

hey! :) howz my new layout? think itz quite sweet... haha anyway studyed some mathz... but to tell u the truth.. im quite sure im not gonna do well for tmrz paper... :s hm... wat to do... :( nvm... quite sick of studying todae already... even if i continue i cant absord anything liao.. haha but then again ive been watching the nkf show since 7... haha b4 tt studyed mah :) anyway hp no more batt... n ive been wondering if theres pe tmr... haha juz bring in case bah...toking to dear on msn now.. feel lyk eating sumthing again.. gosh! im such a pig...

cyaz!

2005-04-09T20:32:00.000-07:00

juz had tuition... realized that my marthz is really VERY BAD... :( tmrz test im gonna be sooooooooo dead....... gosh... haix howhowhow.. guess i better go study soon... muz stop failing my mathz test...

dear hafing tuition now.. n the whole family seem to be doing some sort of spring cleaning thing.. haha bro n sparkle chasing each other around as usaul.. argh... gtg study my mathz b4 i loose the mood... which usually happens really quickly... haha cyaz

2005-04-09T08:36:00.000-07:00

okie decided to use the same layout for the time being.. think its nice anyway :) shall change it when i find the time... been really really busy recently.. but still hafen gotten down to studying.. haha wonder y im so busy huh....

anyway.. WE GOT INTO SEMIFINALZ!! wow!! we were so happy :) although we still got to go thru one more round of elimination at least we got thru the first one ;) yay!! so.. guess tt meanz we'll haf to practise even harder next week.. coz the other teamz are all quite strong.. o well.. another week of being busybusybusy.. :s haha but i really enjoyed all the dance sessionz we've had :) big thank you to rebacca n xuan feng!! w/o them i doubt we'd even haf joined the dance haha

anyway.. deary came to my house todae coz i got lotz of work to catch up on.. so instead of going out we decided to do some work at home :) thz for being so understanding.. although i still dun think i accomplished much.. but at least did somthing.. haha :) went out for dinner wif family at night coz my maid is leaving next week :( shez been wif us for 7 yearz gonna miss her for some time...

hope ur feeling better dear.. take care yah? :)

2005-04-09T08:27:00.000-07:00

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